Time is catching up on Mee and slowly getting the better of Mee.  As time goes on there will be nothing of Mee left to bother about, no energy, no willingness to do things as in the past years nor the desire to be anything other than Just Mee.  Life feels empty and there is no indication of anything worthwhile to do on the horizon.  If there is anything worthwhile for Mee to do, it is taking to long to present itself to Mee in the form of an opportunity.  The thing that worries Mee the most is, what if there is something worthwhile for Mee to do and it takes until there is only a few days left to the end of Mee, before it does present its self to Mee. A mere few days for Mee to do something worthwhile, it would take at least one day for Mee to get out of this current frame of mind, which would leave Mee with only one day left to do something worthwhile. The fore drawn conclusion therefore is that this is a complete waste of time and of a life.  However, there are hints of indications looming, that this may not be the case, but positive thinking seems to be the only key factor to these indications, which to Mee is enough to want to persue them.  Who knows, the negative thoughts could prove to be far less fruitful than the positive ones and as such, meaningless for Mee to consider.  

For Mee, there could be a complete change to how life may pan out.  Things might be different for the better, with Mee doing the kind of things that in the past were unavailable to Mee.  Time will tell, and if there are any things for Mee to do that will be for the better, here's hoping that they will come to Mee sooner than later.  People say that the future is up to Mee and that fate will guide Mee. It is not that simple for Mee to follow such a path, as there are so many different paths to go along and most of them are woven into the fabric of time and space.